(This is about a seriously disturbed young woman who constantly fantasizes about literally pleasuring herself to death, in rather gruesome ways which might or might not actually happen to her before all is said and done.)

I am bored with life and need a sickening new thrill. There's no meaning to my existence so it's time to suffer horribly. I walk into the kitchen then open up a cabinet, but seeing all the sharp knives makes me extremely wet and horny. Removing a butcher knife with a nine inch blade, I rub it against my ample breasts before suddenly slice off the nipples. I scream in excruciating agony as blood gushes forth, which then drips down my stomach and thighs before at last entering inside my vagina. Excited by the pain and no doubt feeling very aroused as well, I suddenly insert the blade much further south and start violently raping myself. Masturbation now begins as I fuck my crimson soaked pussy, tearing apart vaginal skin which soon dangles from the bone. Pieces of meat are flung away while the bleeding increases as I nearly pass out from unbearable agony. Deeper and faster the sharp blade is driven between my legs, screaming increases as an agonizing climax occurs. Orgasm mixed with putrid stenches, I cum painfully again and again until finally I can take no more, eventually dying on the ground as my pussy sprays both gore and cunt juices everywhere, but not before carving out the uterus, laughing as I begin licking and sucking my own butchered cunt, blood covers me from head to toe as I die in painful erotic ecstasy.