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Jul 3rd 2021 - 11:04 PM

A sunny, warm day. Jill came home from school and was nervous. Today they went on vacation. Finally, she couldn't wait "Mommy, Daddy. I'm home" she called across the big house. It was almost like a villa. Her parents were very rich. Her mother had given her something to eat before it started. They went by car. Jill sat in the back and played with her switch. After 4 hours they were driving on a lonely country road. But suddenly they stopped. Another car was parked in front of them. 3 men came out of the car. It all happened too fast. "Get out of the car" One of the men aimed a gun at her father. Without hesitation, the parents got out of the car "please leave our child alone" the mother pleaded. But then one of the men pulled Jill out of the car. He had put his hand around her upper arm. So tight that his fingers were visible on her soft, warm skin. Her father was brutally beaten. He screamed in pain. Her mother cried and pleaded. Jill was completely scared. Her body was shaking.

Her heart was beating so hard against her chest as if it was about to jump out. Then a loud shot. A bullet right in the head of her father. The blood splattered on Jill. And then her mother was beaten. Again and again in her face. Her face was covered in blood. "No please. Mommy .." Jill was crying and pleading. She wanted to run to her mom. But the man held her and laughed. "You can get it too" he said and put a hand on her ass. Jill tried to free herself, but then she felt a gun against her head. "I love you my angel" said her mother. The next moment she got a bullet in her head too. The bullet pierced her head. The blood splattered and landed on Jill "NO!" roared the young girl. All 3 men laughed "And now we have fun with you" He pulled the young girl to the car. There he tore the shirt from her body. They wanted to rape her and kill her. 2 of the men put her parents' bodies in the bushes. Jill took the chance and kicked the man hard in his balls.

Shocked, he let go of her and she could run. She ran into the forest that was there. That moment changed her whole life. She lost her parents, her home and her life. She was alone now. Jill knew she had a big brother, but she had never seen him before. As a result of the experience, she fell ill with depression. She was afraid. And that's why she started taking drugs. There were days when she wanted to kill herself. She stood on a bridge and wanted to jump "Come on, jump. Nobody wants you and nobody needs you. You are nothing" "No, don't jump! You are young. Your life can change. You can be happy!" two voices in her head were now her constant companion. There was no more support for her in her life. What should she live for? In order to survive, she started stealing money. At night she was in the park or in cars that were open. 4 years it was over now. And she had said to herself that one day she would want to kill her parents' murderers.

Happy, sad, laugh, cry. She couldn't control her emotions. What is proximity? What is love? After the death of her parents, she built a great wall around her cold, dead heart. Nobody had ever been able to break it. Nobody touched her heart. She was unable to love. The only thing she loved was the needle. The needle with the sweet poison that kept rushing through her veins. The young girl was on her way to see her drug dealer. "Heroin. All you have" she said and put a wad of money in his hand "All? That's too much" a drug dealer shouldn't care how much drugs he was selling. But he knew that Jill was very young. "I want everything." she said mumbling. She waited impatiently for him to give her the sweet poison. She strolled down the street with the heroin she hid in her bra. She sat on the floor in a dark alley. She heated the heroin on her spoon with a lighter so that it became liquid. She drew the liquid poison into the syringe. With a ribbon, she tied off her arm. She patted the crook of her elbow so that her vein was exposed. And then she pushed the needle into her pink flesh. The sweet poison shot through her vein. Spread out in her body and ended in her head. Silence at last. The voices in her head went silent.

For a moment she leaned against the wall. Jill had given herself too much extra heroin. Because she finally wanted to put an end to her life. She had no support, no meaning to live. Her world, which was always black and white, became colorful. A smile fell on her full lips. And then she got up. Her senses were clouded. Her eyes were red. Everyone saw that she was high. But then, the voices in her head again "You can't get rid of us. We're getting stronger and stronger. It's time" Jill shook her head. "Shut up" she yelled. People stared at them. Because Jill was talking to herself. She strolled slowly down the streets to an abandoned bridge. The rails from the train were under the bridge. The girl climbed over the barrier "Jump. Jump finally" said the voices in her head "You are nothing. The world will be colorful without you!" Jill knew the voices were right. "Jump. You are finally free" Those were the last words she heard. Because she heard the train. Jill closed her eyes. But she wasn't afraid, no tears ran down her cheeks. She wanted to be free. Jill spread her arms and dropped off the bridge. Her petite body popped on the train. Broke bones in her body. Her head hit the hard metal. And then her body rolled off the train. Her body ended up in the grass. Her eyes were open. She didn't feel any pain. Large and deep wounds gaped on her body. The blood spurted from her wounds. Her head rolled on the side. She saw a man's siluette. He was the last thing she saw. But her eyes were blurred. And then she closed her eyes. She took her last breath before her heart stopped beating.

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Val first reply to jill

Jul 4th 2021 - 3:40 AM

Valravn  had blood lust in his eyes this time " and planed on taken the life's of his mother and father for miss  treating him as a kid all the times they beat him all the times they left him alone in the woods and he had to hunt for all his own food val was not use to this new way of life and it only aruger him " many times he would hunt and just to take his  time with the human he was going to kill that night " he use his knife and cut in to there bodies like butter " his fangs would only come out when he had cut there cheat open and slowly breaking there bones of there rib cage" so he could cut  there heart out and places his fangs in to the heart why it was still beating and just before it stop " he would take a big bite " " and close his eyes the rush it give him the  feel of having a heart still beating was like a dream to him" sent his mother and father would always call him a heartless son of a bitch as a kid " they held him down when he was a boy " and cut his heart free of his body " he could feel the pain the tears the anger grew in him " he died once and his mother and father give him ," his life back and " that was the same night they told him " that he was never welcome back ..

" he had enough this was going to be the night he would do it " everyone was getting ready " val set alone the wooded line " his sister was safe and not in the manner anymore and had got married so she was not there it was his mother and father  Ariana warwick and Mathis warwick" he walked through the woods at night " and slowly went up the hill side slowly moving not to let a branch break " once he made it to the top " he pulled his swords off his back and walked to the front door" his fangs flash " at the guards" before they even seen it " his hands moved to the side plunging his sword in to one of the guards cheat " pulling up and cutting the guard in half " he drop his swords down to the guard pulling his two daggers out of his side " placing " jumping in the air kicking" off the wall landing behind the other guard stabing him in the neck " and pulling the man to him with the first cut " Val" plunged the 

other dagger in to the mans chest " killing him right there " he was the last of all the guard " he kicked the door open " knowing last time his father had been left for dead by his hands this time " Valravn would take care of this for good " placed the blood cover daggers down on the ground " ripping his black coat " and pulled out two  dagger made of vampire bone with blood on the tip of it had a blue poison on each one witch would kill each one of them " he knew they were sleeping and walked down the hall" " and peek in the room seeing them sleeping " his mother who had been in a deep vampire sleep was not much of a fight " she was still weak from the first battle with him" val walked to her bed side" and placed his hands down over her nose and much" she tried everything to scream " he used other hand to stab her in the heart " he could see tears in her eyes as she battle the poison " his hand still over her mouth " he kisses her cheek and said" die momma die in paces its going to be ok now close your eyes " she died five minutes later " he removed his hands off her mouth " 

and  kisses her forehead once more " and placed the cover over her ' and walked out of the room ' walked in to the kitchen  and found the glasses " pouring two glass of blood wine and walked with them in his hands " he set them table on the table and set him self down ''the chair " val snapped his fingers and his men  rush through the gate and  in to the manner  and stood behind him " " he looked up to the maid he just came out of the guess bed room from her nape " she saw him and drop the glass in her hand" she knew who it was " she yelled my lord val here my lord hes here " this time Val had the upper hand " his father walked in to the living room " val held his dagger out and said  set down Mathis '" " so father its time we talk " maid came in rushing my lord she dead " mathis looked up at his own son " how dear you ungreatful son of a bitch ~ shhh father ~ drink your glass of wine ' val had taken his hand and 

placed his glass to his lips" taken a drink" he watched his father do the same " val stood up and walked over to the table and set down in front of his father" " its time we end this night shall we do it the right way father shall we call it as a test of love " he looked up and said Father remember this Corbul niciodată mai mult Să dormi în moarte~~  tanslate The Raven Never More May you sleep in death ~~Mathis laid back there was nothing he could do val had already killed the love of his life" val walked behind his father and said" fight you pace of shit fight " mathis would not move " val got anger and stab his father in the heart over and over again each time the dagger would swing it was how much he hated his father " he would not stop " the men who was with him pulled him " off his father " val whole body was cover in his own fathers blood " he looked up at the men" and said " take them to the pit and let there bodie's burn in paces ~ val placed the a vampire cross around his mother neck and his father neck" and said" with his sick twist voices sleep tight mother and father may you forever rest ..

Happy, sad, laugh, cry. She couldn't control her emotions. What is proximity? What is love? After the death of her parents, she built a great wall around her cold, dead heart. Nobody had ever been able to break it. Nobody touched her heart. She was unable to love. The only thing she loved was the needle. The needle with the sweet poison that kept rushing through her veins. The young girl was on her way to see her drug dealer. "Heroin. All you have" she said and put a wad of money in his hand "All? That's too much" a drug dealer shouldn't care how much drugs he was selling. But he knew that Jill was very young. "I want everything." she said mumbling. She waited impatiently for him to give her the sweet poison. She strolled down the street with the heroin she hid in her bra. She sat on the floor in a dark alley. She heated the heroin on her spoon with a lighter so that it became liquid. She drew the liquid poison into the syringe. With a ribbon, she tied off her arm. She patted the crook of her elbow so that her vein was exposed. And then she pushed the needle into her pink flesh. The sweet poison shot through her vein. Spread out in her body and ended in her head. Silence at last. The voices in her head went silent.

" months later val had been tough so much hell in his mind one half wanted him to pick fights at bars and kill other humans for just being in his site " he had turn in to his father something auger something he did not want to become but he did " he would randomly stab anyone for just looking at  him wrong or joking " with him  his dark twisted laugh would score many off when he got auger and they would run from him and leave the bars freaking out and val love the game of cat and muse he chances them down and stab them to death" as many times as he could each swing of his knifes it  was like each stab  was  like how he did  his father and the blood would cover his coat and pants and shirt " val had went crazy " he wanted to kill anyone and everyone " for the hell he went through as a child .." the gore the pain was about to break " he yelled "plâng pentru că te-am ucis am plâns pentru că m-ai lăsat să iau viața celor dragi cum trăiești dacă nu poți rupe plâng vin demonii să preia și îndepărtează durerea să mă elibereze de toată această ură să mă elibereze de tot acest melc te rog te rog rupe-mă de toate aceste păcate plâng te rog acum te rog oprește vânătoarea " ~~ tanslate " i cry because i killed you i cried because you let me take the life's of my loves ones how do you live if you can not break i cry come demons take over and remove the pain break me free of all this hate break me free of all this auger i ask you please break me from all these sins i cry i ask you now please stop the hunting "  ~~ he placed the dagger to his own chest and stabled himself deep and twisted it once so he could feel the pain releases from its self his mind had been clear for now ..

" Val had taken in the air that night for the rest time" and was not feeling like anyone was hating him anymore " he saw many bike riders passing him " even then he wanted to kill them but he was calm and clear minded " he headed down the Street and walked along the road at night "and wonder a little closing his eyes and walked it seem like hours but really he was standing still the whole time until his scents " kicked in his nose moved and it case his fangs to flash once" it had not happen for many hours " but he was fine he was calm so it was not like something had bug him any " he head down a long road this time he stop and heard a load sound of a train and wonder closer to the sound " just then he heard something hit off the side " vals " full vampire side went to work " he ran with speed like know other " taken in a deep breath " the sound he could here was a ring to his ears " and he could here a mail away " he jumped down the hill side " covering himself in mud " just to see a body without a head fall to the ground " he looked closer and watch from just feet " away women head roll " he ran down" to see her wounded body" and the young women's eyes close why he looked " her eyes closed like his mothers " Val did not do anything but watch her die like his mother " he placed his hands on her head " softly taken it over to the young women body " and walked to the wooded area and took a hold of blood flowers off the ground " only vampires could see them ." and he walked back to the cover up body and picked it up " and wonder with the broke women body and head in his arms" taken her far in to the woods to his little peaceful manner " it was not his big home " it was the manner he had as a kid being alone " witch had all his things he needed " he walked in and placed her broken body down on the big wooded table 

threading razor string in to  the needle hole" tightening it " he placed his pulled a little glass up and placed his dagger to his own hand cutting it deep " letting the blood drops feel the glass " he then cut up the vampiric  flower " lighting 3 candles " and bowed his head"Vă cer zei vampirici veniți la mine, dați-mi puterea de care am nevoie pentru a salva aceste tinere de la moarte deplină. Vă rog să-mi dați puterea de care am nevoie pentru a vindeca aceste tinere înainte de a muri "~~` translate I ask you vampiric  gods come to me give me the power i need to save this young women from dying fully i ask you please give me the power i need to heal this young women before she dies " ~~ he watch's all both one candle die out " he places the last blood drop over the last candle watching it go out" he knew they had blissed and were pleased " he started reattaching the young women's head to her body " each time he would push the needle in he " deep it in to the blood in the cup " till it was back on her body "" he pulled the cover the rest the way off "this was going to be hard " he never saw what a women body looked like other then walking in on his mother as a kid once '~~ he cut the shirt off the young women that was cover in her blood and cut her free of her bra and the head down " slowly cutting away her pants and panties " he was not some kind of freak " he was doing this to save her life " his hands touched the vampire flower and rub it along her lags and each bone that had been broken " and moved it up to her arms" and back up to her other arm" " he looked up up and said" to himself my god little girl you really broke your self didn't you~ he placed the flowers through the middle of her chest " and long her ribs feeling each one still broken " he moved the flower up to her fore head and long the back of her neck ~~`

the spell to bring her back it was time " he said " light five candles this time " dropping wax along her body watch side" and closed his eyes " he took the dagger and cut his other hand' letting the blood drop down her body slowly once " he drop all the blood he could " he placed his hands all over her in the puddle of blood and wiping her full body down with it " until her full body" was cover "" he closed his eyes again if he did it right she would awake "'he called to the gods again ~~vino împreună zeița mea și zeii vin cu mine cenușă păcat putem plânge păcat putem muri adu-mi o viață nouă după moartea mea lasă-mă să zbor liber ca un înger al morții lasă-mi sufletul deoparte și lasă-mă să fiu neîntrerupt adu-mi viață nouă adu-mi viață nouă pe care o cer nu ezz durerea mea adu-mi o viață nouă îți cer zeiță și dumnezeii îți cer ajutorul în seara asta adu aceste femei viața ei și te poți odihni va fi supravegheată pentru totdeauna ca un păcat în ochii tăi dă-i nou viața și voi păcătui pentru tot restul vieții mele adu-mi iadul dă-mi moarte și lasă acest suflet liber măcar să-ți spun să-i aduci din nou viața eu urlu !!!! adu-i viața "~~ tranlate come together my goddess and gods come with me ash sin we may cry sin we may die bring me new life after my death let me fly free like a angel of death set my soul aside and let me be unbroken bring me new life bring me the new life i ask for do not ezz my pain bring me new life i ask you goddess and gods i ask for your help tonight bring this women her life and you may rest she will be watched over forever as a sin in your eyes give her new life and i shall sin for the rest of my life bring me hell give me death and let this soul free at least i say to you bring her life again i yell!!!! bring her life " ~~"  Val watched all candles all die off meaning he did it right " he cover her back up and waited on the spell to do its job " " he had a new outfit set out with shoes and something to wear near by "" so she did not have to be in the nude long " he always had something for for someone to put on he killed so many in these woods ..

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day two jill reply

ul 4th 2021 - 11:59 AM

Be free. Free from pain, free from hate. Don't think about anything anymore. No more voices in her head. That is exactly what she wanted. Her life was worthless. Nobody wanted her. Everyone avoided her contact. Friends? She didn't have any friends. And did the drug dealer count as a friend? he was only interested in her money. But there was one thing she had never done before. Jill was stealing money for drugs, but she had never sold her body before. She never had sex for money. She wasn't like that. She flirted so she could distract men while she stole his money. But then she probably had something like pride in her body. She was too proud to sell her body. If someone got too close to her, she had no problem pushing them far away. She screamed, she bit, she kicked him. She did everything when someone got too close to her.

The young girl was lying on the table, naked, covered in blood. The last thing she saw in her life was a man's siluette. And it was precisely this man who took her with him and brought her back to life. The young girl was still dead. Her heart was not beating. The blood in her body was very little. Her skin was cold and pale. She looked like she was sleeping, but she was dead. His blood dried on her body. There was no place on her upper body that wasn't covered in his blood. It took a long time for her to come back to life. His blood slowly seeped into her body through her skin. Jill didn't become a vampire, she was still human. His blood went into her veins, slowly running to her heart. And then her heart started beating again. Very slowly. It got faster and faster. Suddenly she opened her eyes. The first thing she saw was him. The same man she saw before she died "You" she whispered. Her eyes closed again. Jill was very, very weak. Her body was almost without blood.

Moment! She lived? Jill opened her eyes again. "I live?" came very softly from her lips. With the last of her strength, she sat up. She saw blurred, she was dizzy. Her body was shaking "Why?" Jill looked down at herself. She saw the blood. But she thought it was her own. "No. No no no. That .. no" Nothing had changed. The voices in her head laughed and insulted her, "I'm alive" Jill slowly slid off the table. But her legs were too weak. So she fell on the floor. The blanket slipped off her body. The naked girl was lying on the floor. "I was dead" There was nothing after death. There was no heaven, no hell. She didn't see her parents either. It was a nothing. A black nothing. But the only thing she had was peace. Jill crawled onto the floor, "I wasn't dead, was it? I can't even kill myself" Her gaze was fixed on him. She crawled to him on the floor. She stared at him. "I saw you before I passed out." Yes, Jill thought she didn't die.

Her eyes were wet, filled with tears. She pulled herself up on the closet. The first time she got back on her feet. She swayed back and forth. She didn't know the house she was in. It was a kind of wooden hut in the middle of the forest. She could see the forest when she looked out the window. With slow steps she walked across the room. There was a mirror on the wall. She stopped in front of the mirror. It really wasn't a dream. She was still her. And she was alive. It was a nightmare. Her desire to die was so great. And now she was alive. Her gaze went down to her body. She was still naked. She stroked her naked body with her hands. The blood, she wanted to remove the blood from her body. But it was dried up. "Is that my blood?" Jill didn't have any drugs in her body. Her body was purified by her death and by his blood. But it shouldn't stay that way for long. Because every fiber of her body was crying out for drugs. The sweet poison that should rush through her veins again. After Jill took the blanket and wrapped it around her body, she turned to face him. Her eyes were still blank and her skin was still white.

Tears ran uncontrollably down her cheeks. Now everything started all over again. "You are so ridiculous. You will never be able to kill yourself. And we are getting stronger and stronger. You cannot get away from us," said the voices in her head. Jill put her hands on her head. "Please don't" she whimpered softly, "Shut up" she still whimpered. He had to think she was talking to herself. Because only she could hear the voices in her head. But then she became curious. "I ... I jumped off the bridge. I felt the pain. My bones are broken. But what about now? Where are my wounds? My broken bones?" Jill spoke very softly. She was confused. Was it the drugs? Were the voices in her head playing a game with her? Did they want to confuse her more mentally? And break her will even more? Jill put her arms around her petite body "What happened? How can I live?" she asked the strange man. But this man was different from the others. There was something about him, something mysterious. He was very tall, his skin was covered with tattoos. But his eyes, his eyes were special. She stared at him with her blue eyes. With slow steps she walked up to him "Who are you?" but then she lost the strength in her legs again. Right in front of his feet she fell back on the ground "I've seen you and now you're here again. Is that a dream? Am I dead? Are you dead? Are you here to punish me?" Her thoughts were confused. She had so many questions. So many thoughts were in her head. and the only person who could help her now was him

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Day 2 val

Jul 4th 2021 - 4:08 PM

" in his mind" he wanted to run away from all the pain and hate his family had left for him" he was a lost soul and could feel so much pain one half of him wanted to break himself down and cry the other side " all he did was not because of hate it was the right thing to do how was it that there was a soul who was so lost she would almost take her own life " he knew there was something wrong in her head like his " but he would not say word why she was healing ' the glow over the room watched " he watched over her none  moving body~ val could not feel her pain " he only could feel as she was so lost she did not even know watch way to go' he stood up and walked over to her head" placing his finger tips over her head " he closed his eyes" seeing very little sent she was still healing he" could feel the pain and hate sometime he get a photo of her doing drugs " val knew she was going to be harder to break the young women had been through hell just like him and that was something he would have to at least help with " but how could he help this young so when he could not even help himself from his demons " he set back down on the bed Lighting a joint" to ezz his mind " he sucked in the fire to light the tip" letting the smoke run out of his nose " he could feel his mind calming down a little " he turned away from her body " stabbing himself with the knife once " in the lag to releases more pain " he cried out " i feel know pain i should feel know death cut me deep open me and let me hurt i ask you to please let the pain go away ..

"There was so much he had wonder about the whole night as he set there smoking " he walked out side " with the blood covering his lag " he watched the storm blow in " and closed his eyes " this time val had to wonder off " he knew she was still asleep he wanted to go for a walk before his mind play games on him " even if  he  did stay he would have ran away because he was scared of getting close to a human soul or other vampires like him " after all that took places he needed to be free " he returned to his manner for a little to reflect of all he seen that night " it was something his soul had never seen " he set at his home till 12 am " and knew it was time to return back to the little house and watch over her " this time he got her some vials of blood to feel her body with a iv " that way she could heal the rest the way of " he had tasted her blood so he knew what type of blood she was " and truly val mind had went blink again " feeling his dad and mother yell"" at him son your nothing but a pace of shit your a pain of a  child " your a lost cost your hopeless  you will never be loved " this time it stop him in his tracts " val broke down in tears " yelling why did you bring me here why can i not let myself free of all this hell you give me why can you not let me rest in paces why can i not ever be good enough for you both you ask me for so much but yet you want me to die and live my life in sin " such a foolish child you will never be caring or love how could you kill us son you prove to us your hopeless ..

" he broke free of the mind game " his mother and father was doing to him" he cried out in pain and said" please forgive me for all i did to you " but you had to see it coming you treat me like a beast and you let him free " he broke free like a vampire child wood he lash out at you what more do you want from me " just then the sounds in his mind stop and he was there standing looking at a tree " shaking his head and letting the rain drops fall off his body " he wonder back to wear the young body was broken down at " and looked at all the blood still on the ground " he looked down and looked up at the Bridge " how could you just jump off and kill yourself how could you be so hopeless what is it i need to do to break you free of all the hell you been through how can i help" when i am just as hopeless as you are " he closed his eyes and watched it all play out in his mind " seeing the hard drug use her pain" he could not here her voices in her head but he could" here her cry's for help and not one soul would even see it at all sadly had val been close enough he could have help her from taken her life but he was to slow to break her fall" he there and places a candle at each site of her body and light them up placing two vampire cross on the ground and closed his eyes and pray for the lost soul he saw her eyes before she die and knew she saw him before she had closed her eyes  .

he returned back to the little house " still shaken up a little from the games his mother and father had played on him " he pulled out the iv " and set them down on the bed " and placed the saline bags down on the bed with iv needles " val was ready for everything but he was not ready for her to wake up " he was still scored " and again his mind went blink he could here his mother and father yell at him again" what son you going to let her lay there and die like you did your mother " she was so weak yet to killed her why she was a sleep son why is it you get to live and she died " because your a monster your heartless son you are nothing how could we ever love you " his mother this time play in his mind now son" what should you do now kill yourself no you should live with the pain of killing me and your father for the rest of your life " why you ask its because look what you did to me i was pregnant and you killed a child and your father and myself now Valravn Warwick you should know its a forever sin to kill a child maybe i should have let you do you foolish child ~ she laughed in his ears ~~ he broke down again this time he had to releases or it would eat at him " the thinking of her what she say in his ears " val could do nothing but taken in all the pain " he was not about to let someone else die in front of him ''

" he placed the cords on the iv and hooked up the blood on the other iv hook " and ran line around the room "' just then he drop the cord and looked down " and saw she was moving " he looked up and saw her eyes slowly open and close back " he could till she was still in pain a little " but he did as he had " something about her val would not harm because he could read her to a point she was as hopeless as he was there was something that was in her that she was like him in many ways " his mother and father would always play in his mind even when they were alive there was no demons or vampires or any other sound just pure hate from his mother and father " the pain  they give him was hell as it was " he turned to the girl and turn back" closing his eyes " releases the pain he said" stabbing a dagger that was near by in his chest " and twisting it to break free of the pain" he cried out a little releases the pain "" once he had calm down" he saw the young who trying to walk a little " " and watched her fall as she was talking to him" he placed his hands on hers and help her up" and said" child lay and rest i need to add ivs" to you to help you " now places calm its going to be ok" i am here now shhh calm child " and to your question  i am dead i am not human  and no your not dead " i saved your life when you jump to your death " if you must know what i am i am a count a dark vampire who is well over 2000 years old " now please lay and rest so i can add the ivs in you

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Day 3 jill

Jul 4th 2021 - 7:22 PM

Jill didn't know how similar he was to her. That there were some things that were like her. At the moment when she saw him, he was just a strange man. A man she saw the second time. But there was so much more. He was so mysterious. Why did she see him when she died? Why was he there at that moment? Was it fate? should he be in this exact place? Should he save her? Was her life a curse? Should she suffer? Or should it be her destiny? He was the one who was with her when she died. And he was the one who was with her when she was alive again. And now she had his blood in her body. But there wasn't enough blood to turn her into a vampire. His blood made her heart beat again. And as long as his blood was in her body, she was alive. But she didn't have enough blood to be strong. That's why she kept falling on the floor. She wanted to run. She wanted to run away because she couldn't understand any of this. But where exactly was she? She had never seen this hut before. And through the window she could see that she was in the forest.

The strange man stood in front of her while she lay on the floor. But suddenly she heard a scream from him. She couldn't see what he was doing. That he rammed a knife into his heart. But she was shocked when she heard his scream Why didn't he just kill her? He could rammed a knife into her heart. Jill has always been weak, but at that very moment she was more weak than ever before. A bite in her throat. Just a few drops of her blood in his mouth and she would be dead. He could kill her so easily. It didn't take much strength to do that. He would have to ram his sharp fangs into her soft flesh and she would not have the strength to fight back. "Who are you?" When Jill heard his words, she saw the blood bags. Exactly what she needed. But where did he get blood from? And where were her wounds? Her body ached, but her wounds were gone. But then she heard his words. "A vampire?" A chuckle came from her lips. She had never heard anything like it before. She had never heard of vampires "You have to be high" When he gave her his hand, she took his hand and stood up. At that moment she clutched his hand. As if she'd never want to let go of him again. That is exactly what she needed. She needed a hold in her life. of course she had also heard what he said. That he had saved her

Jill stood in front of him, with the blanket around her body. "Why? Why did you save me? I wanted to die", her voice sounded very desperate and sad. "Who are you really? And don't say you are a vampire and over 200 years old. Please be honest with me" She was sad and curious the next moment. All her feelings were still going crazy. Another storm was forming outside. From a distance she heard a loud thunder. The wind got more and more and the rain pelted against the window. "Please let me die. Please," her words came in a whisper from her full lips. She was tired, her body was tired, her soul was tired. Jill turned around. Only now did she let go of his hand. With trembling legs she ran across the room to the window. The rain pelted against the window. There was a tree in front of the window. The branches beat against the window. The lightning lit the room. "This world .. this world doesn't need me. I don't want to be here." Her eyes became wet. Tears rolled down her cheeks. But he shouldn't see that. Nobody was allowed to see her cry. It was something only someone she trusted could see. So she rubbed her eyes. Her gaze was directed outside.

For a moment she closed her eyes. She wanted to focus on the rain "Kill him. He saved you. He doesn't deserve to live. You don't deserve to live" The voices in her head kept her from relaxing "Your parents burn in hell" Jill clawed her fingers into the windowsill. "You will suffer. Your whole life you will suffer." The voices didn't stop. "Shut up damn it" jill put her hands on her head "Be quiet. Be damn quiet." She talked me to herself. He had to think she was crazy. But she also realized that she needed his help. Without drugs and feeling so weak only made things worse. Again she turned around. The strange man stood in the corner and stared at her. When he stood there in the dark corner he was very scary. His look, somehow devilish. But not threatening. She wasn't afraid of him. She felt connected to him. Without knowing why. The blood, his blood. Without another word, the young girl lay down in the bed that was against the wall. What else should she do? Run away and break down outside? So she did exactly what the man told her to do.

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Day 3 val

Jul 5th 2021 - 3:50 AM

" he was so lost in his mind" he remember seeing everything happen so fast at time it was showing himself locked down and tied up and beaten the sound of the whipped smacking his skin the sound ran off the walls" as val father through him in to ground" the maids had to stop his father a time or two from killing him" there had been marks on his lower body even he had been scared to show many made fun of him" most were hidden but they were still deep wounds the same places the spells were done with fire and vampire blood from goddess " " he still remembers that all being held down the sound of his skin burning" his fathers evil laughs like it was nothing" and when it was done" his father slap him" and said your so ungrateful son" and just then " he came out of it again " and he looked " and could see what happen through her eyes" it did not take much time for him to feel her pain  again and was a lost cost he wanted to say but truly that would be a lie because it was not a lost cost she belong and " had he not got there as fast as he did " her soul would have fully been lost " he took 45 minutes for him to save her life' and that was him picking her body  and head up and taken her to the house" and doing everything" he knew it would have been easy to turn her but why turn her when he could use a spell to see if he could somehow do the spell his mother did to him but he was missing key things from his books his mother had them burn "'  them.' 

"he  held her close to him" to keep her from falling" he was not joking " so she could not see them he flash his fangs once but it was for a short second they pop out " he wanted to show her but now was not the time" when she" seem like he was joking around ' he truly was not there was something about how he was " he never joked much he was as strong minded as they got " he just had demons at times" and sometimes that would cost him so much " in life many would run from him" and some would stay around and do as he ask" he knew right then she wanted to run away or even wanted to kill him" what was it she could " stab him but all it would do would be to releases some of the pain he had in his body "" and calm him down yeah she run" but in just in a  short second he hunt her down and return her back to the little house she could  heal" he was doing what was best for the young women " so she did not die " it was all that matter to val" yes he had  no heart but he had a soft side for some who was like him broken to a point they needed to kill them self or try" val knew nothing about love" because what was love for him it was a lost night alone and wine drinking " and talking to the maids " he knew nothing bout being in love all he knew was hate pain and auger and being hopeless and there was some caring side to him " as he showed that night when he saved her life ..

" ' He did not understand " her yet all he knew was she was a broken soul and had been weak and needed someone to help her like he needed someone to teach him it was ok " even when things were hard at times he knew she was going to be ok for him" it was a lost cost even if he wanted this world to end he still be here it did not matter "' the feeling of his lost was not as good as it could be " he closed his eyes once more and could here her ask" why did he save her and he reply" well someone had to save you and you needed to live just like me " if i have to breath why should not " i may be broken i may be weak i maybe everything you are  but through pain i learn to keep myself calm and not lost " he could here the sound of her tear drops" val ears heard the sound of her body breaking off the train from a mile away " but he keep that in his mind" because if he had been fest enough he could have saved her from the fall but he was to far away and it was the reason" he had to give her a chance at life' it was not like his kind of himself to feel pain for anyone else but himself" he looked over at the window and at her and said" i am very old there marking on my body only the gods would see with there eyes a human can not " but what i can show you is each mark on my body" even the mark my mother made when she removed my heart from my chest but again" ill save that for a better time you need to rest your weak ..

~ why did  i save you because just like you i am lost i can till you are by  the taste  of your blood i could taste  drugs "why is it you treat your body with so much poison " it will kill you faster "you know and truly id hate to see such a young women die from a heart attack you" you know the pain will only keep happening " but i am not here till you what to do your body"  i am here to help you have a chance at living unlike me i have know choices " i have a spell on my body that will not let me die "' he looked down at her on the bed and said" watch he placed his hands on his dagger cutting his wrest and watched it open and heal right back up " you see i am not human " the marking on my right arm will show you who i am " he pulled his sleeve up showing his royalty mark of the warwick " and one tattoo with his name it "" he looked down " "' and said" your so lost by your own marks on your body from all the needle holes' i had to heal each one up " that way your body " would be able to heal right "  there was something about this young lady she was so broken"  i had to do something about it" i never had someone till me what it was like to feel everything was ok" and i damn well know you never have " my mother and father hated me they wanted nothing to do with me 

as a child " so with my own hands many months back " was in the woods and hit my head on a rock and next thing i saw was there dead bodies in front of me ." so for me to ever kill someone is a joke to me if i wanted you dead i would have left you be but for some reason for that Split Second i saw you in me " lost weak and had know wear to run " if i could jump with you and died id be at pace but i cant "tears ran down his cheek "" and got down to his knees " and held on to her arms " hooking up both ivs "" and pushing the needle deep in to her veins " once she started to bleed a little he locked the tubs on to her arms ""  now close your eyes i ask you to be a paces "" he pulled a glass out and placed ravenheart blossom bloom flowers in it with a little bit of his blood mixing it  sleep with a sleep herbs and spices in the mix till it become fine " he walked over to the glass and placed it all in to the fire  watching it dry " " he used his hands to mix a little more blood in to it as it become a fine powder" he placed it over her forehead " and waited on it to work

" he pulled his black cell phone out" and hit a Butten marking his places for the maids to come to his little house " with a limo " val would stay behind and let them take her " and walk the 10 mils back to the manner "' once they showed up " he saw she was fully asleep" and said" be easy on her " the maids moved her over to a soft bed and tied her down " and put her in to the back of the van " he looked up and said" she very lost make score you give her enough of this needle with my blood to keep her a sleep for a day ill be home in hours " val watched them bow there heads and leave " and he stayed watching the van leave " he knew it was best she could get all the blood back in to her body and get a outfit " the maids were very kind and knew how to treat anyone who came over to the manner " that was one thing val had right the team of women and men who work for him" many were vampires there were humans who clean up the bed rooms but mainly vampire maids to watch over her "" val head out the door with his bags and close the door ''

" he started to walk in the rain and before he knew it he started to get weak again~ he set  next to a  tree with his back agents it " and cried there "there was nothing he could do but be hopeless alone in the storm " each flash came closer and closer he " closed his eyes and said under his breath ~Ei nu știu ce fac Vor să faci Vor să plângi Vor să mori "ce mai vor de la tine Valravn vin acasă să fie cu îngerii odihnă-te  "bine nu se va întâmpla te vei ocupa de asta vraja pentru tot restul vietii tale "Translate ~   they want you to cry they want you to die " what more do they want from you Valravn come home be with the angels rest ' well its not going to happen you will deal with this spell for the rest of your life "~~~": he broke down laying down on his side " and let the flash run deep in his mind " his sister as a little girl running and giving him a hug" the words played in his head" i love you big bother don't be such a monster and mom and dad will let you come home "' he woke up again and yelled " for give me what more pain do you want from me "' his mind pulled him back in and saw his sister die " banging to die in front of him  and he could not do anything but watch it " as they four  

witches took her life '" he could not escaped it " he had to lay there and watch before his mind would let him break free" once it did " again he stabbed him self " in the lag crying out "" the sounds Echo off the wooded area' """' and he stood up and fell down again " and said " what am i going to do i have know will to fight i am losing it sister please don't leave me i need you to help me give me a sign there is someone who understand  what i been through " he regained his strength was able to stand up" clearing the tears off his eyes" and the water " the maids found him soon after " and said val get in you should be resting "'  he took a deep breath " and closed his eyes " they cover him up and help him in to the van " and drove him to the manner .."  ..  once val got there " he walked in to his room" undressed himself and put on a new black suit with a red shirt and tie on " and walked to the room they had her resting "" the maids taken care of her " even dressed her up" and handed him a glass of blood wine " he laid there and passed out for a little "" he knew it would take time" why the vials  of blood would feel her body" he just worried that he could have give her to much blood of his own but in his mind he knew he did not but always worried about it ''

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Day 4 jill

Jul 5th 2021 - 1:33 PM

There were so many things in common that she had with him without even knowing it. The voices, the flashbacks. The desire to die. Not being able to love. Hatred, fear, anger, pain. The greatest feelings they shared together. But the young girl was yet to find out. Because now he was just a strange man and she thought he would take drugs like her. Because when he said he was a vampire, she couldn't help but giggle. When he showed his pointy fangs it was way too fast. So fast that Jill couldn't see her. But she looked at him, all the time. Somehow she knew he was like her. Not completely, but for the most part. His charisma was dark and very sad. As if you could see your dark, dead soul. And since he was talking about a vampire, she assumed he felt dead inside. As dead as she felt. "I wanted to die," she said and looked at him. Since she heard what he said, why he saved her. She should say thank you to him, but she couldn't. She was dead for a moment and then he brought her back. But how? He didn't respond to all of her questions. And that drove her crazy. "He's not real. It's only in your mind" said the voices in her head.

What if the voice was right? As she stood by the window and looked out, tears ran down her cheeks. He could hear her tears that she didn't know "Why do I have to live when you have to live? I wanted to be free. Free from pain and loneliness" whispered the young girl. Showing feelings was very difficult for her. That's why nobody was allowed to see her cry. It was something very intimate. But what he suddenly started to tell sounded very crazy. His mother cut out his heart? Ok he must be high. he must be full of drugs or full of alcohol.After wiping the tears from her cheeks, she turned back to him, "Your mother cut your heart out? When I'm high, I tell a lot. I know that imaginations can be so real sometimes. But you can't live without a heart. Your heart can be lonely and feel nothing. But a body needs a heart "She had a hard time believing that he was a vampire. Because she had never heard of it. And she had never met a vampire before. A vampire could be very dangerous to a person "Why should your mother cut your heart out?"

Jill walked slowly to the bed and lay down. "I need my drugs. They make me feel something. They numb the voices in my head. I have nothing in my life but drugs. They have never let me down" Sad, but drugs were her best friend. And she wasn't ready to stop. Right now, her body was drug free. But every fiber of her body cried out for drugs. And she knew, as soon as she had a little more strength, then she would steal money and go to her drug dealer "Why do you want to help me?" The young girl looked at him while he crouched down next to her "You don't have to help me. Let me die" His voice soothed her. But also because she was just very weak. But then she looked at his hand. He made a big wound in his hand, it healed in the next moment. "How is that possible?" This is not possible. Are you a wizard? "Did he want to play with her mind? Was it part of the plan? Was it the voices in her head? Or was he really a vampire? He crouched in front of the bed to push the needle into her pink flesh" Please let me die "those were her last words. Slowly she closed her eyes. She noticed that he was doing something. But she didn't know what. Because she was getting more and more tired. Her muscles in her body stopped moving. Her eyelids kept growing heavier. And then the young girl slept.

At that moment a lot was happening around her. But the young girl was sleeping. She heard nothing and saw nothing. His blood ran straight into her vein through the thin tube. It filled her body and it also gave her back the strength she needed. Jill didn't know it was his blood. His blood what she kept alive. His blood was very special. Once there at the mansion, the young girl was laid in a very large bed. This bed was a lot bigger and the mattresses were much softer. Her delicate body snuggled into the mattresses. The maiden put some more water by the bed in case the girl woke up and needed something to drink. So that she could rest, she was left alone in the room. The blood had filled her body and she had her strength back. She woke up hours later. She opened her eyes and what in another room. Asleep in a wooden hut and now awake in a mansion. "Where am I?" she muttered. Jill crawled out of bed. She was finally able to stand on her own two feet again. She walked slowly out of the room. She was standing in a very large, long hallway. There were doors everywhere. The facility looked very expensive. She had never seen anything like it "Hello?" she called softly, but no one answered her.

The maiden was busy with Val and couldn't help the young girl. Just like the others who were distributed in the mansion. The girl put her arms around her petite body and ran through the mansion. But here she felt very alone "You are always alone. And you will be alone forever. Nobody cares about you. You have been saved and now you are alone again. Your life is a curse. You deserve to suffer" The voices in her head took advantage of the moment. They broke the young girl's mind. She put her hands over her head. "Stop it. Shut up," the young girl muttered. She was saved and now she was alone again. Alone in a strange mansion. Suddenly she panicked. her pupils dilated. Her heart was beating so hard against her chest, as if it was about to jump out of her chest at any moment. She turned and ran. She ran down the long hall back to the room where she was. Panicked, she paced up and down the room. But then the young girl dropped to the floor. and she crawled under the bed. She stayed there without moving.

~ Day 4 Val

Jul 6th 2021 - 4:29 PM

"' he was deep in mind " the way he was about himself was very true " he knew he could not answers all questions because his mind had been so lost " was he really the one at wrong for saving her life or was he doing the right thing " he knew very little in life sometimes it was painful and sometimes it was full of hate and auger " he needed to learn to hold his self auger in side but it was not as easy as it was like some" there were times he would try and talk and say words but nothing would ever come out and when he got nervous and  talked in Romanian and everyone would make fun of him " even his mother and father because he was the only one who hardly ever talked in his native language " " so when he was auger or lost his voice would change and he talk more in  his native language " " there were times he would use it to say his spells so he could save someone but mainly he talked like that because it calm the demons locked in his mind " at times they were meaner to him and then would bring his down to his knees .." he looked up at her and said " i wanted to die along time again but i was not a loud i see you are as much like me as i am like you sad part is sent i could not fully die i wanted you to stay alive so i could save you and bring you a chance to live and breath ..

" he looked down and your lost and being lonely was so dark for me to understand when you could have someone to hold someone to understand you sadly you feel pain and drugs are the only way you can be free and that has to be the hardest thing ever to feel your lost " i have been lost for years now and i had to learn what it was like to live without a family all my life yes there were times about in 1647 i wanted to be loved but all the pain my father did to me and laughed at me in the face was breaking me down ." i have no heart is true maybe sometime when you get free of your poison i shall show you the markings and even have myself cut open to show you everything but only once somehow i can help with the poison in your body to be removed" you should never feel as if you have nothing life " i am lost  every day " sadly the only thing i drink is blood wine and nothing else maybe human blood from time to time " i only hunt to kill what i need and then i let them free sometimes the pain can be harder on me when i kill someone because i feel my mother and father yelling and tilling me to do things for the family like kill my best friends they never wanted me happy and not to lie if i was on drugs you would not be here "" he let a tear drop move down his cheek and set down on the chair near by ..

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" val never had money with one " his family way of money was god coins witch were so hard to use in town unless you were close to the vampires at the House Of Warick bar witch he own and the dealers would only will and deal with only synthetic  drugs something safer so some of the vampires would not od or kill there hearts " it was something closer to him because it was much safer in so many ways " at times he would use a hit or two from synthetic  weed it was something that would relax his mind " he looked up and said" when you get better ill give you something to ezz your demons " but only if you do it around me and let me give it too you ..

" he looked in her eyes" shh Jill relax your mind let it take over you " let yourself be free of all that in your head for now and relax " your too weak to understand right now " let me show you what its like not to want to die " if i can save a life i will do it but only if you let me "" he knew he was just as broken as she was but he was not going to sugar coat it at all he had to hide his pain so she knew nothing of him fully being hurt " even when he cut himself and healed in front of her it was not enough for him to show her he was a real vampire " he said under his breath" you shall understand soon enough " now relax your mind and body let yourself be weak there no point in dying when you have someone who can help you not feel the pain anymore " calm yourself down and close your eyes " now let your body become one with the angels " why you sleep " he could feel the little bite from the needle " he knew it was working fast " before he knew it her eyes closed " in his mind he knew if he did not do something she would be lost for ever and so would he "' the mind knows what it has to do to save someone but yet he could never save himself until the day he killed his mother and father " it was sad he had to do that to them but it was for there own good and best for him to lay them in bed and sleep ..

Val had been tied down and getting blood and healing himself in the other room " all maids were rushing out of both rooms to help them " one the young lord needed blood from all the blood he let out of his body " why she was a sleep and they had" walked in and saw her still sleeping so they knew they had hours before she would be awake so they left the room" and help val and give him a vampire blood iv something that would heal his hold body fully " yes he could die but only if the spell break but he could get sick to the point he could not walk for days and it was all to the great team of women and men he could walk half the time" his lags and arms and body was full of pain and hurt and sometimes auger when he was upset " he knew she was up  and walking around " he knew each step in the house and the way someone sounded when they walked but he could not do anything about it but relax for a little " it was true  to how he was " just then he pop himself up .. " and took in a deep breath'' and said " please let me return to talk to the young women..

" he heard her yelling and looking for someone to talk to " val pulled out synthetic heroin because he knew she would run if she did not have some kind of poison and he knew if he give her a taste it would calm her down but he had to find her in the house and he wonder around the house "" and it was going to take time to fine her " he walked in to his maids room and did not see her " he was starting to freak out that she had left the house without a word " he stop and took a deep breath and said" come on now val here for her let the ears till you where she is " he closed his eyes and could feel she was close just not all the way if she was in the bed room he left her in she was not in the bed" he looked by the rocking chair and then looked back down and got down on his knees and said" there you are " please do not be scared let me help you " i can give you this shot of heroin to relax you but i want to be able to give it to you and ill hold you in the rocking chair all night "" i am so broken so i know the pain but we have to let go of our life's and be at paces ..