Day 7 jill

Jul 10th, 2021 - 2:58 PM

As he pushed the needle into her skin, she looked at him and heard what he said. Because she wanted to know why he was called Lord. And then he explained it to her. It was very interesting because the life of a vampire was a new world for her. She still had a lot of questions for him. But she wasn't afraid of him. Not even when she saw his pointed fangs. "Her sharp fangs in your throat. Your blood running into his mouth and wetting his throat. Your heart beats slower and slower. Your last breath. He's supposed to bite you. "Again she heard the voices in her head. Sometimes she thought they were true. Jill tilted her head to one side and looked at him." You can kill me. Your fangs would just have to hit my vein. And my blood would run into your mouth. "She spoke the words almost wistfully. But she also knew that he would not kill her. As great as her wish to die was, she also felt safe with him. It was an extremely confusing feeling for her. And she couldn't explain it either. She wanted to know more about him and his life, but not now.

Jill followed him and his maid down the hall to the bathroom. Because of the candles, the bathroom looked very reassuring. The scent of rose was all over the room. And then she was alone. She was in the bathtub. The voices in her head were talking all the time. The young girl tried to suppress the voices in her head, but it was very difficult for her. With her eyes closed, she slipped into the water. She tried to numb the voices with water. And because she couldn't breathe underwater. She toyed with the idea of not getting air. To lie here in the water until she couldn't breathe and died. She had her eyes closed. Her lungs emptied. She had a great urge to breathe. But the desire to die was far too great. Her heartbeat was slowing down and she was about to pass out. But then his heroin worked. It reached her whole body. Jill opened her eyes and came to the air. She immediately gasped and coughed loudly. She felt pain all over her body. It wasn't just her pain, it was his pain too.

She got out of the shower and didn't take the towel. Her body was covered in foam. Without thinking further, she looked for Val. The first rooms were empty. It was very quiet in the house. Where was he? Jill panicked. She was alone and she felt his pain along with hers. It was like she could see through his eyes. As if she could see into his soul. Jill put her arms around her body. Her eyes got wet and filled with tears. But she didn't start crying. Because when she cried, she showed emotions. And only someone she trusted extremely got to see such emotions. But then she finally found him in the last room. Her naked, trembling body stood in the doorway and she looked at him. "You feel like me. I don't know why I can feel this" She was extremely confused. But Jill ran across the room to him. Nobody was allowed to touch her, but Jill sat on his lap. He was just special and different. Now she could feel that all of his emotions were like hers. That his fears were like hers. Even that the wish to die like hers was.

Jill sat on his lap, curled up. She didn't care if his pants and shirt got wet. The maid put a blanket around Jill's body because she saw the foam peel off her body. Jill snuggled into the covers as she did so. The ceiling got wet too, but she didn't care either. The maid nodded and then left the room. Jill was alone with Val. She was wordlessly on his lap while he talked. She leaned her head against his chest. It was quiet, only his voice echoing through the room. But then she heard the rain pattering against the window. But his chest was quiet. No beating. Did he have no heart? Or didn't it hit because he was a vampire? "How can I feel it?" she asked and closed her eyes. While she sat on his lap, it was like he was taking the pain away from her. She was still in pain, but this time they were different.

With her eyes closed, she rested her head on his chest. She took his hand in her trembling hand. Jill didn't like it when others felt the way she did. This feeling to know that he didn't want to live and that he was in as much pain as she was not a good feeling "I'm only human. I can't do anything, but you" Jill stroked the back of his hand with her thumb "Shut up . He won't believe a word you say. Nobody believes you. Why are you still here? You were dead. Take more. Give yourself an overdose. He doesn't need you. The world doesn't need you "again there were the voices in her head. Jill put her hands over her head. She made a face. The voices brought her pain. "He doesn't need you. You are just a burden to him. You are a burden to the world" Jill shook her head "No stop it. Be quiet" she roared. Jill tried to ignore the voices further. "You are special. You are not like me. Even if we have the same pain, you are special" Jill raised her head and looked at him. "Stop thinking that way. You are a lot worth more. Trust me, "she stroked his cheek with her thumb. His presence calmed her. Jill leaned her head on his shoulder and closed her

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Day 7 Val

Jul 10th, 2021 - 6:12 PM

" he had so much on his mind there were point to him that hardly many would under stand the hate and the reasons behind him just watching his baby sister die in front of him and not do a thing about it " Val was one of a kind in the mind or was he there were harder times a head of his life as he learn to fine his rightful places in life sometimes things would be up and sometimes things would be down "" at times even he would want to be weak and be lost but many ways with the young lady " he would have to get use to her being around him something he was not truly use to"" sometimes val would just take a hint of her scent " and his fangs would want to end her life ~ but val had never had someone who understood him that much~ he heard her words saying he could just kill her with his fangs touching her vein and the blood would flow out of her body  "' but if val was going to do that he would do it to be a true vampire and turn her because if she was so weak it would make it much harder for her to give up fully on life"" he said"" you will never have to worry if i wanted to do that i would just end my life as well so you and i are just going to have to be lost together because i am not going to let you die you may try you may run but ill bring you back so remember i am in so much pain each tattoo hides a mark on my body because the pain " val would never let her die or harm her for that very reason he for some reason had some trust in him just a little for a human this was the first time ever for him..

"Val had been in a deep mind sleep talking with his sister asking her what he should do and as always his sister was the only thing at times in his mind who would give the calming voices and told him" brother you have to fine away to fight the demons in your head sometimes you have to win the fight or less the battle of life that young lady who is in the bath needs you and you need to somehow break that spell out of your head and fight harder even if one cut helps it only going to turn you in to a ball of hate you have never loved or treated anyone as kind as you have by showing everyone you have a heart by bring that lady back to life "' she needs you brother now take her pain away like you should have done years ago with your life even if i have to send mind waves to you to remine you to calm  yourself you could just end her life with just one bite and you have prove over the years you want to taste the blood of the weak and she's weaker then you now come free and fight this battle with her you guys need to fight for once even if its just for a night or a life time you will learn over time she will open up to you as you will open to her "' he open his eyes and his sister was gone he had sweat all over his faces a little and wipe it off his faces and calm down and said" under his breath you are right " maid said she was here talking to you wasn't she : he nodded his head ~.

and took in a deep breath and closed his eyes ~~'and heard her voices ~ ask if he also could feel it like her and he ~nodded  his head " " he could feel her get up on his lap " something val had never had was someone close enough to ever touch him " it was shock wave through his body' there were sides of him not many could even break open"  and she was breaking some walls back he still held on tight as he could to not to let  them fully break " val was was weak and knew if he took his life " she would be lost out without any wings or someone to stop her from ending her life" he laid there and could only think to himself what to say but when the words come out val had only talked because if he said nothing it would not be as comforting for her " he said" you can feel pain but yet you feel lost you feel as one has come out to do harm to your body but yet has come to take away the pain from all your mind and body and soul but yet you seek what life has to hold by only death but i ask you this is taken your life going to help the pain because i had to learn you can only handle so much and sometimes the pain is harder then other nights but if you seek help let me help you so i may rest with the gods ~ he let a little tear move down his cheek ~ i want to help you and i want to save you at any cost it takes from me you are a strong young lady and there so much hurt in you i can see it through your eyes i never had anyone to love me or even take the time to talk to in years other then my own demons i am just as lost as you but yet i will never understand why so much hate in my body that i killed my own kind but yet with you was not able to ..

" he placed her hand down on his chest " and said" I wish there was a heartbeat I wish you I could help you understand without a heart I will never understand feelings or how to love ' it was why my heart removed so I could never taste what real love will ever be like " he lowers his head and closed his eyes" and went into his deep mind state and there it was again the goddess standing there and removing his heart slowed and he could feel the mark on his chest the pain was never-ending " until his eyes open back up and he saw she was still there, " it was a loss that only he could understand without a heart there was nothing he could do but try being caring and be at peace when he could be yes there were times he was weak but most times he wanted nothing to do with life there were times he wanted to end everything and walk away from it but he would not give in without a fight.

" val knew her words had touch him but what heart he had was not there but he could feel himself shaking a little just by the words she said " it touch him the walls closing in and he was scored to " he could feel her hands touch his cheek 'and it was at that time he could feel someting for the first time a caring side that had never showed before " he touched her hair with his fingers and moved it to the side" why her eyes were close " he moved his hands to his mouth and kisses his hand once placing it to her forehead " and closed his eye and could see alot of him in her just she was a human who would not understand why he was the same he was but that night he was not just the  special one she was as well " and for once in days val " could fully understand what it was like to have someone around him for a little the feeling of caring for a life was more to him then  anything and he would billed on to it if she let him" Val just laid there rocking his feet back and forth with his eyes open the whole time even remember her words she could not do anything when really she could she could bring his calming side out with a little help from a twist of a knife ..

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Day 8 Jill

Jul 10th, 2021 - 8:56 PM

He heard his sister and she heard a voice in her head. So different but then so same. It wasn't normal for her to just sit on someone's lap. She was never close to anyone. Nobody was allowed to touch her or get closer to her in any way. If someone got too close to her, she would push them away. But she had also hurt many people. If someone got too close to her, she would push them away. But they didn't accept her way. They didn't accept that she couldn't love. And that's why she hurt these people. But it was different with him. So she just sat on his lap and snuggled up against him. She had laid her head on his chest, where his heart was. But he no longer had a heart. She couldn't imagine what it was like to live without a heart. But he was a vampire and as a vampire, it was possible to live without a heart. "You don't have to worry about me. And you don't have to free me from my pain. If I didn't have the pain, I would think that I am dead. Only the pain shows me that I'm still alive, "she said softly and looked at him.

As he talked, she ran her finger over his arm, touching each of his tattoos. Every tattoo was different. Probably every tattoo had its own story. He looked like a living work of art. But that, too, was so interesting about him. She soaked up every word he said like a sponge. And then he started talking about what it's like to live without a heart. That he would never feel love She knew love from her parents. the love that she would never find again. At the age of 14, she lost her childhood. At the age of 14, she lost the ability to love. But she knew how it felt. But then she saw his eyes fill with tears. As a tear rolled down his cheek, something broke inside her. She has never felt so compassionate for anyone. She had never cared for someone. But that single tear he lost changed something in her "Please don't" whispered the young girl. She remembered when he cried once when she was lying in bed and falling asleep. But this moment was very special.

Her body suddenly started shaking. Jill had so many emotions in her body at that moment that she was overwhelmed. "Don't cry," she said softly. Jill leaned over to him. She did something she would never do, but she kissed his tear from his cheek "Please don't cry. Love is a great feeling. But love is a pain too." as Jill talked, she took his hands in hers. She wanted to tell him how love was. She wanted him to feel like love was "When you love, your world is colorful. Every day the sun shines. You feel protected. You smile and you are never sad. Love hugs your body. But then there is it's the dark side of love. If love hurts you, then your life turns black. You are suddenly alone. The sun disappears behind big clouds. Love no longer hugs your body and you are cold. Love can fuck your heart. Love can be a curse. " She didn't feel a tear roll down her cheek. That tear fell on his hand. And that was a sign that she trusted him. Because nobody saw her cry.

"Imagine love like the sun. Big, bright, warm, and always happy. And then there comes a black hole. The sun is covered by a black hole. Suddenly there is nothing. Darkness, cold, and loneliness. That's all" Jill lowered her head. She looked at his fingers as she played with his fingers. Thinking of love pained her. More and more tears rolled down her cheeks. Jill couldn't bear to know that he had never felt love before. He didn't know her and he wanted to help her, how could she help him? How could she once show him the feeling of love? This feeling of helplessness broke her. "I want to help you," she whispered, "You and help? You pathetic child. You cannot help. You have no heart yourself. The only thing you can do is kill yourself so that he can get rid of you. You disturb him. You are like a little child. You sit crying on his lap. Put an end to your life! "Jill tried to ignore these words. The voice in her head made the young girl extremely uncertain again. But she tried to ignore them further

"I don't know how I can help you. I can only describe love to you" Her voice broke because she noticed that she was crying softly. She kept wiping the tears from her cheeks with her hands. She was very uncomfortable with crying. But it was also a moment when she shared emotions with him. The moment opened her a little. Made her dark soul forget for a moment. And Jill didn't think of getting up from his lap. The last time she hugged someone was her mother. And then she was still a child. Now she felt closeness for the first time. The young girl was alone for 4 years. In the dark for 4 years and Jill was still so young. As a child, she lost everything and now she was a young woman. She never had peace. Suddenly she felt the tiredness come back. Although she had slept under his spell, she was getting tired. But for the first time, she felt protected. Now she wanted to lie in his arms and just close her eyes. While she was still crying, she closed her eyes and put her head back on his shoulders.

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Day 8 Val

Jul 11th, 2021 - 7:45 AM

~ he listened to her talk even in her sweet and soft voices " Val knew she was starting to under stand him and he was starting to under her a little more for the first time he could see she was a lot like him and there would be battles with there mines even if he had to give her the drug she needed to help her he knew with just a little bloodletting his mind was a lot more free then it was in the passes and even then val was wondering how he could ever break the one wall that had been locked away from his body and he knew  he would have to someday break that wall open a little as he got closer to the young lady " and got to know her he knew she had a lot to fight for even when he took the time to save her life he did it because he care about her life because even at his deepest times he never took his life when he truly could but why would he " you feel my pain and i feel your pain i can till your lost i could never let you die because i know what its like to give up when all else is lost for you even through my cutting somethings i feel its never enough and having the pain is what drives you to be alive its why i am still here myself i do not want to give up because there so much i want to live for "he locked his eyes on hers and saw  right through her pain.

" val could feel her fingers run over his arms and his tattoo each mark had so much meaning  a lot were about true pain and many were about his life as a count there was so much he would teach her but that was going to happen when the time was right"  he closed his eyes and could here his sister again val i bag you to keep calm she is the only one who under stand you take the time  with her she will unlock the one key you need to fine what you miss  the most the good inside i know you can do it now calmly be gentle with her fragile mind she needs you as much as you need her . . val under stood shaking his head coming out of it and "calmly played with his fingers and looked down  and smiled once it was the first time he show any caring in his body " many years he locked himself full of hate and auger had his mother and father done the same thing for him as a kid he would have came out to be the nice guy  " it took caring for him to save a life for someone he did not no  but there was something in her eyes when she laid here without her body and he saw her eyes before they closed was it destined  he was there it truly was he went on to save life that night even let her see him tear up something he never showed a soul..

val could feel her body shaking  and then " val heard her till him not to cry and her kisses on his cheek that had a tear running down his face " he took the time to listen to her words and even when he could feel her hand take a hold of his " he could feel a little of the words some were caring for him " only if there was away he could feel love without his heart or was she truly the key to open that side that had never been broken in to it was going to show in time" when he could feel a little tear drop move down from her face and touch his hand"  he looked up and saw the tears moving down the side of her face " his finger from his free hand ran down her cheek and said" you do not need to cry " i cry when things are so lost in my  head thinks to you i understand what love is like even the darker sides i wish i could feel love for once i may never know what its like to feel love my pain has been balled up all my life" i never understood why my pain was so deep maybe it was because i was beat for any thing i did as a kid and when i lost my heart i feel i lost my will to live but for the first time i want to live but i do not understand my demons sometimes they are good and i can here my sister tilling me everything ok and then i get the sounds of my father and mother laughing at me and till me how much they hated me " he looked down and back up holding himself together when he saw her tear up " he placed his finger on her cheek val did the only thing he did with his sister" he lower his head and kisses her forehead " and said softly its going to be ok your pain is my pain ill fight your demons the best i can .

" val would was calm at this time " and relax even when the demons came in his head they were not there at the time he could be more clear minded and relaxed " he took in a deep breath and wanted to be more relaxed minded about everything and when the young lady had been crying it give him a slight tear in his eyes" shaking his head to the side he said in his mind don't cry she see you weak you she will want to run away from you  val knew that was a lie because she was still there he pulled himself out of it and watched her with a doze in her mind it was the first time he saw her really using her mind to fight the demon " he wanted to give her a little drop of his mind in tea to calm her mind but he knew just a little would not change her or help her sleep fully he had to help her stay calm and the only way he knew was rocking his chair  why she battle her demons" to relax her body " and mind " val really cared about her and the signs of him changing a little from being super weak was a sign of change but he would always hold his demons because without a heart and the spell on him it would never be fully broken unless he ended his life and val would not do it because if he lost his battle he knew she would losses hers ..

~ val knew there was something about her and she was able to describe love so well even if it took his mind by storm understanding a little about love " he held on with both arms and for the first time his  mind had been clear for just a little but he knew the demons would come back and he would have to deal with a painful one sent his last two had been so well because his baby sister had been in his head and that was like a deep mark in his body she was helping him fine away to get through what his father had done to him he had saw the young lady in his arms crying  her self to sleep in his arms" he closed his eyes and then it came by storm hitting him his mind had wonder again and he was starting to feel pain this time it was by the goddess who had his heart she  took it and stab it with his finger nails and then set it on fire in her in hands" vals eyes winced a time or too it hurt but he held strong going after the goddess and he was stab many times over and over again his body extremely excruciating pain in his eyes "' his sister took his hand pulling his mind out of it looked down and saw " the young lady was still sleeping " val hardly ever went to sleep when he did it was in a room full of black candles and incents relaxing the mind " but this time he did he closed his eyes holding the young lady tight and close to his body " he went to sleep" .

day 9 jill

Jul 11th, 2021 - 12:48 PM

It was so emotionless, but there were so many emotions at that moment. "I don't want you to feel my pain. You have so much pain in you, you don't have to feel my pain," came a whisper from her lips. Jill was extremely helpless and overwhelmed. She wanted to help him, but she didn't know-how. Because when she was with him, he could feel her pain. But she didn't want to leave him either. Not now that she knew he had never known the feeling of love. She wanted to show him that once, even if it was only for a few seconds. But she couldn't do more than explain it to him. She couldn't give him a heart so that he would know. But just describing love should help him a little. She couldn't forget the words he said about his parents. She only had good memories of her parents. Her parents were loving and granted her every wish. She never had any problems with her parents. Jill was always a good kid. She went to school and she had a lot of friends. She was popular in school. But her life changed in one day.

Her mother told Jill that she had a brother. Her mother became pregnant when she was very young, but she gave the baby away for adoption. It was a boy. And many years later, Jill came along. Jill had never seen her brother before. Though she always wanted to look for him. But the voices in her head wouldn't. She should be alone. She should suffer from her pain alone. So she never tried to find her brother. While Jill was telling him about love, she thought of her parents. It hurt a lot. Now for the first time, she had the feeling that she missed her parents again. She felt like the little child from back then. But the pain that he had never felt love was much greater. Also that he never got love from his parents, which broke her heart. It was an unusual feeling. Because she had never had such a feeling for anyone. But she couldn't hold it back. That's why tears ran down her cheeks. A faint whimper came from her lips.

And then she felt how he put his hand on her cheek and wiped away her tears "I'm not crying" Jill lied. Of course, she was crying and he could see it too. But she was very uncomfortable and therefore she tried not to look at him. His hand tickled her skin. It felt so good. The first time someone touched her like that. In such a gentle and tender way. Many men tried to touch the girl. She has been pressed hard against the wall so many times. Because many men thought they could have sex with her when she was high. But Jill never allowed it. No matter how high she was. Because Jill was still a virgin. She had never loved or trusted a guy before. Her lips and her body were untouched. Jill snuggled up against him, her head resting on his shoulder. She still had his hands in hers. She clutched his hands as if she would never want to let go of him again. As if she were looking for the hold on him that she needed in her life. And she felt that he too was looking for such support.

The girl fell asleep in his arms, crying. Her cheeks were wet from her tears. But while she slept, she felt his closeness. She was plagued by nightmares like every night. But this time she could feel in her dream that she was not alone. But then she opened her eyes. She was breathing very hard and quickly. The room was dark, but she wasn't alone. She was still on his lap, in his arms. Jill opened her eyes. The moon shining through the window illuminated the room. Jill raised her head and looked at him. She put her delicate hands on his cheeks. She knew he was sleeping and wouldn't notice. Jill leaned over and kissed his forehead. "I'll help you. I don't know-how. But I want to help you," she whispered, "I want to give you the feeling of love once. I want you to be happy once. You shouldn't suffer like me" The young girl declined her forehead against his "I'll give everything so I can help you. I want to be the light that takes the darkness out of your body"

Would he hear her? Even when he slept? Jill didn't think about it any further and went on to say "I don't know you. But I still have the feeling that I know you. You are like me. I can feel the pain you feel. I will take your pain away from you, Val. I want to be the hand that holds you when you fall. I want to be the wind that displaces the clouds from your sun. I want to make you feel what I am never able to "Jill put her hand on his chest where his heart was" I want to give you my heart. I want you to feel my heart That you have the feeling it's yours "Every word she said was serious. Every word she said came from her heart. The young, tired girl snuggled into his arms again. She didn't want to lose the feeling of being protected. She put her head back on his shoulder and took a deep breath of his scent before falling asleep again. The hours passed. The first rays of the sun shone through the window. Suddenly one of his maids came into the room. "Lord?" she whispered because she did not want to wake the young girl "Lord you have a visit" A witch was sent from far away. She heard that Val now had a girl with him. But she wanted to take Jill with her now because Val should stay alone.

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Day 9 Val

Jul 11th, 2021 - 8:13 PM

~ val looked up and listen to her words and said" the pain will always be there my family is in my head they talk so badly about me they till me to hurt myself they till me to take my own life '. he looked down but understood there was a lot she could show him and there was a lot he could show her " he could show her everything was going to be ok and knew she could show him what love truly was like but how could he show the love in return ' val was lost so much lately for the first time in years know one playing games with his mind and he was at pace " just listening to her words calm his mind in so many ways "he never knew of a kinder yet darker soul in the world who was everything like him and if it was not for her he would have just let go that night it was why " he was out there at the crash site he was heading to the grave site he had to dig up to end his cold life but for once he did not want to.

" val played with her fingers with his" and just step there rocking back and forth with her close to his arms and could see there was so much " he could do if he just had a heat maybe just maybe he could make that happen but what cost would he be willing to feel love could he really do what he wanted to do and and billed love with out a heart maybe he could somehow do it or even have the spell broken that was locked through out his body maybe it was not having a heart was stopping him maybe it was a kind soul who could break that spell and unlock it .' he  understood why now she was the way she was but val was being as safe as he could so he could not break her even more then she was " he knew words better then anyone "he said" you seek what life can be it can be a candle light through rumen flowers it can be a dream late at night with your last laugh or cry i never once understood them meaning maybe someday i will see the taste of love but for now i wish to hold you all night and talk and get to know you for your mind and gift that you hide so deep " he whimper 

val knew the way to touch her was by touching her like a soft flower who needed to bloom in the spring rains but he had never let a soul close to him ' there where many who tried and val drinking of blood wine was his always pace from all the hate he went through and when he had this young women holding tight on his body" val who was a virgin himself because with out love there was no  point for him to give in the one thing many male would give away easy but was hard as rock for reason and would never let a women even hold him right like this the only time he had ever been held this warm was when he was a baby and once he turn 3 the beating came and from that point val never knew what it was like but for a little he could feel something inside him and it was not dark ' his auger would always be there in his mind even when his family come inside his head he could do nothing about it but bag for them to stop fucking his mind up and making it harder to breath or walk or fine someone who he could trust and for once a light had been on in his mind and just sleeping with her in his arms was the closes to anyone he let close 

" he would always wince his eyes when he was in a deep sleep and not  move even if it mint he heard her voice when his body had full shut down because he was safe and someone was not hurting him " he could sleep peaceful " he knew there be times there would be battles for his life or hour life's each time "' but this time he felt close to someone and did not feel that much pain and with the darkness fallow the loving side he never knew he had or was it just caring " each tear drop each cry was him slowly breaking down " and he knew it was coming because when his walls came down his and that when his emotion got the strongest " and it scared him but when he was around her he knew she was safe even if she was human it never stop her from understanding him better then any  soul had ever in the world " he could feel her breath something he always wanted " or was it coming from him " was she the key to helping him fine his heart  inside him or had the spell broke from her little kill on the forehead  all he knew was his was feeling so many things ..

Val took the time to sleep and heard her words through his closed mind " and moved his lips and wincing a little as he moved his eyes " he held on to her tight ' for once his darker mind had set him free and he could understand a little what the feeling was when you had someone so close to you and understood what you were " for just a bit of time he was free of all the pain .." When the maids had walked in and said the witch came to get jill val was held awake .." and heard  maids words " he stood up with jill and slowly laid her on the bed with red roses next  to her head by the pillow .." he pulled his cross necklace off and placed it on to the pillow next to jill ." and walked into the room wearing the witches were heading '' Val stop them before they could go~ and looked at each one and bowed his head pulling both his daggers from his side " he knew they wanted to see him fall again with all he had done that night he had to battle for the young women " val had let them come at him first " they stab 

him hands casing blood and beat him down " but val kept getting back up each slip and hit was like his fathers hands" " and for the first time val had lit up his whole body " blood stated to bleed from his eyes"' and he moaned in pain but it was  not the hurt pain it was the deep auger " before any more hits had been done for him " he stab one of the daggers in the heart of one of the two witches' and watched the poison take over her body"' and slowly die ' val watched as the other went to stab him and more to the side with the knife hitting the side of his faces " hand had already hurt but val did his best he could and was able to get the upper hand jumping on the witches' back breaking her neck "  pushing the other dagger down in to the witches' heart even though she was dead to make 100% she was " val looked up at the maids take there bodies to the fire oit" he walked back to the room and saw jill " he knew she would be up from all the sound  he was hopping she still be a sleep  ''  he said under his breath  " they came for you and there dead now ' he let the slight tear move down his cheek and said" for the first time i want to say this please don't be scared when i say this " but i killed my mother and father  because of all the beating i took " they came here to break me again and take you  the only way i can protect you " val got down on his knees and held on to her hand " is to give me some of my blood i wont change you but it will keep you protect from me " i would love to gift you my blood fully but i fear you will run away from me because i am a beast ..

val placed the poison dagger down on the floor and looked down in tears and' cried ~ I killed my mother and father with these weapons because I have been in so much pain from their hands i did  not understand what life had to gift me all I knew was I had to do it to help myself calm and try and be at paces but it never worked " so please take my life I do not deserve their life or breathe ' val put himself into a ball and broke down fully " he never knew what it was like to  fully open up all the auger and pain balled up for so many years was all locked up in side him and he had fully broken down " for the first real-time '.. he looked down and placed his hands on the dagger and placed it to the cross on his heart " and waited on her to push the tip into his chest so he could die " and closed his eyes and waited on the pain to start tears of blood drops fell on to the floor as he cried 

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Day 10 Jill

Jul 11th, 2021 - 11:44 PM

"Your parents and my voice in my head want the same thing. They want us to suffer. They want us to kill ourselves. Nobody can hear them, but we can understand them. That's why I understand you. Nobody understands you as well as I understand you "And that will never end," said the young girl, while she was in his strong arms. So many emotions were in her body. She couldn't handle it and was very overwhelmed. Because of this, she couldn't hold back her tears. Tears were a sign of emotion. Nobody saw her tears. But he broke something in her and that's why she cried in front of him. When Jill woke up that night, she felt protected. For the first time in 4 years, she felt protected. It was such an incredible feeling. A feeling that only he could give her. And he was allowed to touch her and hold her in his arms. Nobody else should be so close to her. But everything was different with him. And the words she said to him came from her heart. She wanted to do just that.

Even if she knew it would be very difficult, she wanted to do anything. Her wish to die was still there, but somehow she was also grateful to him that he had saved her. Because then she couldn't be in his arms, she couldn't feel so protected. And that was one reason why she was so grateful to him. Jill hoped her words would penetrate his head and make him feel good. That was the only thing she could do. And then she leaned her head back on his shoulder. His scent was also very soothing to her. While she slept, she felt and smelled him. Even if she felt very protected, she could not sleep soundly. Because her body wasn't used to sleeping so deeply. She did not wake up when the maid came into the room. But witches came. They wanted to take Jill with them. They wanted to lock the young girl away where Val would never find her. Because he should be alone. That is why they were called from afar. They wanted to stun the girl and put a spell on her. So that the young girl did what the witches want.

When he put her on the bed, she put her head on the soft pillow. The pillow was as soft as a cloud. "You stupid boy," said the witch, while she kept stabbing at him "Val, we will be back. You can kill us, but you will never have peace. We are not the only witches. They will get the girl" The witch knew she was going to die any moment. So she turned her head to Val and looked into his eyes "We'll come back and get her" and already she felt the pain in her heart and was dead. Jill heard noises and woke up. When she woke up, she saw the rose first and then the cross. Jill got up slowly and sat on the bed. She took the rose and smelled it. Nobody had ever given her a rose before. But then he came into the room. Jill was startled because she saw all the blood "What happened?" she asked. But suddenly he started talking. Jill was very overwhelmed when he told her that he had killed his parents. Jill loved and missed her parents. And he killed his. But she knew why.

Even now he was still tormented by his parents. "I'm not scared, Val," she said, looking deep into his eyes. He had killed someone for her, but she didn't know who it was "Val please .." her voice broke when she saw his tears. She felt the pain from him. She could hear the pain in his voice. "Val .. Val .. please stop" her voice was trembling. One wrong move and he would ram the dagger into his chest. "Kill him. Push the dagger into his body. Kill him! And then kill yourself. A life with him in peace. And you get that when you kill him" The voices in her head started talking again, "Now!" It was like the voice wanted to take control of her body. "Now you little bitch. Kill him" Jill was in pain. But she suppressed it. The young girl got on her knees right in front of him. She put her hand around the dagger and looked into his eyes. As she put her hand around the dagger, the pointed blade dug into her hand. A large deep wound and blood ran from her hand

"I won't kill you. I'm not afraid of you. And I won't run away. You saved me and I won't let you kill yourself. I won't kill you" Slowly she pushed his arm down that that the dagger was no longer on his chest. She looked into his eyes the whole time. She could see deep into his soul. But his tears changed something. The wall that was around her heart slowly collapsed. Jill put her hand on his cheek and caressed the tears from his cheek with her finger. The young girl could no longer hold back her tears. She had never felt this way before. But she felt that she needed him. He just came into her life and now she needed him. "You are so full of emotions, Val." Slowly she leaned forward and leaned her forehead against his. For a moment she closed her eyes. She said something she had never said before "Val, I need you. Please don't leave me" the words came in a whisper from her full lips. Yes, she needed him. She felt so safe around him. He broke the wall around her heart more and more.

But Jill saw the wounds on his body. He was a vampire and would heal on his own, but there were too many wounds and more and more blood ran out of him. "You coward. You little bitch. You should kill him. He wants to die. He doesn't want to be with you. Leave him. He prefers to die and not be with you. "Jill lowered her gaze. Were the voices right? Did he want to die because of her? Because of her, he now had the wounds. "Yeah, he wants to get away from you. He wants to die" Jill shook her head "No, no I won't," she mumbled softly. Jill got up and ran out of the room looking for one of his maids "I needed help. He's losing so much blood" her voice was full of fear "He needs blood. I'll get it" said the maid and walked away. But it was all taking too long for Jill. She ran back to Val "I won't let you die" she said and sat on the floor. Jill took his head and rested his head on her lap. She cut her wrist with a thorn from the rose. The blood ran from the wound. Before he could say anything, she put her wrist to his lips. The blood ran into his mouth, so she practically forced him to drink her blood. "Please don't leave me. I need you"

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Day 10 val

Jul 12th, 2021 - 6:24 PM

" val took the time to understand each word she had said" to him it was right then he saw a new side of him was it a feeling of caring so much more that he understood here as much as she did him or was it a knife in his body that head held him down for so many years " val use to drink blood wine so much and never knew how pain was like drinking you could only hide so much be hide it and if you let yourself go." he looked up in her eyes and and said" i have a better understanding on how to talk to you and help you feel safe better then any soul in the world i know how our minds will play games with our heads but the test is to feel safe when your around someone who understand you better i locked myself away for many years in the small hut i heal you in because it was the only places i feel safe it has a spell lock around it so know one can do harm to me and anyone inside the hut i feel i can help you understand i may be just a vampire but i am one who will keep you warm and safe when your time at need is here " he could feel her tear drops move down her cheek" and one happen to drop down when he had lower his head hitting him on the side of his faces at the same time one of his drops hit hers " a little shock went through his body once  and he lower his head .

" he placed his hands on her body " and kept her as close to him for once the feeling of  caring fully had come out and he was starting to be able to keep himself calm long enough to rest in jills arms " his mind had wonder but it was his sister " val they are coming for you and her they wish to end your life and take jill with them you need to stop them val my daggers are by the coffee table let them arm you and use your poison vile to take them out now val wake up brother she needs you now "' val eyes were still closed and his hands moved along his poket and had the vile in his hand if that was true ' he woke up to the words from his maids they are here my lord you need to stop them " val did not remember much after that his mind still deep in mind set " his father and mother yelled at him val you just need to lay there and let them take her and then let them trap you and end the pain and we will watch because you want to see you bag for more pain you are such a foolish child who should just die alone already let me stab you once" val could feel his father stab him"" and it woke him up in cold sweat and that's when he hard the words from the maids ...

val had been cut many times but it was to fight for her " he was not going to let someone harm jill if he did it was only only to keep her safe so he left his cross he always had on him and the rose was a blood rose and she would know what to do with it when the time was right and val " had to battle a long the sounds through out the house and the glass breaking ' val had his hands cover in blood and was losing so much blood from each cut  but to defend someone he hardly knew was something he had never done " or was it signs of change in his body was he starting to feel that part that had been locked under his walls for so long "' he took his hands coving his case " and took the ravenheart lilly's with him when he ended there life's it was then he told her he killed his mother and father " and saw she looked up and under stood why he did and it was going to be ok   he knew there was a chance in his body and color tons was he getting weak or was it just how she made him feel was it safe to say val had been lost so many years and here he had someone who had been battling as much as him " 

"He could feel her hands on the dagger " and trying to stop him from letting her push deep in to his chest Val had been so broken but the feeling odd butter fly's in his buddy but his mind was tilling him to make her stab his chest ' so he could die' his mind went in to a deep state again why he was losing his blood still " he knew she had not seen at that time how much " each cut was deeper then the next and the healing was taken time ' had she knew about a room in the house that had a blood pool for him to heal it would have saved his life " but at that time everything was going so crazy even his mind was battling in and out of his state of mind  even when he battle for her to end his life " something happen he could feel his sisters hands in his mind holding the dagger and trying to stop him " she yelled no val not this way you will end everything you love and i wont have this val stop this now " she cried jill needs you to stop now please i bag you brother do not let them win this fight or else you will end and she will be more lost then she was val" please i ask you to stop " now " val was yelling in his head i can't sis i can't do this any more they do not understand what they do not see they do me wrong and try taken my loves away . his tears move down his cheek. 

" the signs of val love feeling came crashing down when tears drops came down to him " he closed his eyes going in and out of his mind still the last words he heard was i need you " the sounds came as a ring to his ears " but his body had been given in slowly and his breathing was slowly down " he open his eyes and let a tear drop move down the side of his faces again and took a deep breath " and under his with breath he said" i need you jill  i don't want you to leave places stay here with me " closed his eyes again " taken in a deep breath and cough up blood from his mouth" val body was healing but not as fast as it should was it because the daggers had stab him with poison or was it because he was starting to feel changes in his body and that was when he open his eyes again and started fighting for his life' the feeling he had never had was starting to show each breath he took something grew in his body and it never had before " val looked up the sounds were echo a little but he was starting to heal slowly still not fast for his liking .. his eyes looked up to her faces " the walls were fully broken for the love to flow but he never knew what it was like so he was staying calm " he closes his eyes and let he remember  was the blood moon  ..

" val had been out of his mind and locked in this deep mind by the blood mood fighting for his life " and his body was moved on something soft " his eyes open again this time again and seen he was on the floor cover in his own blood " he took a deeper breath " and tried to move but went back to the floor " and closed his eyes and before he knew it he was on jill lap with his head laying there " val open his eyes when he moved them around a little he was going to say something but stop when he saw she had  cut her open wrest " to his mouth" his lips moved down and " and he sucked a little at a time not to bring his fangs out " his lips sucked slowly a little more his body was healing and his eyes had open a little more and the cut's had healed slowly nut did " val knew he did not take as much as he needed but he was not about to send her in to shock ' and pulled himself up slowly with his hands" why his cuts fully heal but still weak" he placed one hand on her head " softly said you said there was ways to feel love there was a light at the end of every feeling i am feeling a little butter fly in me i want to know if this is what they call love" he closed his eyes and took  deep breath moving his hands over his lips to wipe it clean of blood and " lower his head and kisses her once and pulled away and said" i can not be without you  i need you if you run i wont stop you but my pain will always be yours and your pain will always be mine " we can fight these demons together  that's if you wish to have me " val pulled his shirt off and caver her wrest up and held it tight and use his own blood from his lips to heal her cuts .