This is about me as a roleplayer, which has nothing to do with writing poetry and short stories. Please read because it explains a lot that's been going on in my life.

I want to sincerely apologize to everyone on this site, including the admins who work so hard in their free time, yet very rarely get the credit which they so justly deserve. During the last few years, I've been letting my personal problems greatly affect my roleplaying here, but besides having both mental and physical issues, I've also been dealing with the recent death of one aunt, who tragically passed away but to make matters even worse, another aunt had both her legs amputated, above the knees due to blood clots which could have easily killed her, if the doctors hadn't fortunately stopped it in time, but the poor woman is now missing over half her legs, and is understandably quite depressed as well, and her husband which is my uncle also went to the hospital too, due to serious stomach problems and he's just now feeling better as we speak.

However, what really hit home was my poor mother getting cancer, then sadly passing away in May of 2022. She had to get so many treatments in order to finally get rid of it, but because of the chemo she also got other treatments to prevent brain damage, but unfortunately, the lung cancer came back and since she already had other serious health issues, this all just become too much for her to deal with any longer, so after several years bravely fighting against it, the lung cancer tragically took away the most important person in the world from me.

My father also had a serious accident at home, which ended up causing him to lose two toes in his left foot, due to blood clots and other issues as well, so now I'm having to help take care of a man who was already elderly, disabled and going through additional problems in the first place. Me and him weren't as close as me and mom though, but he's still my father and I love him very dearly.    

I'm also still sad and depressed about losing my mom's cat Scarlett, who passed away from cancer back in 2016, but at least the poor baby ended up having a long and good life, and my beloved cat Muffin passed away in 2019, which truly hit me hard because I raised her from a kitten, and she lived for almost eighteen years, but losing both those precious babies still really hurts, and no I will never really get over it either.

I could list other terrible things which have happened too, and it all ended up being too much for me to handle, but that's still no excuse for my immature and pathetic behavior on this wonderful site, so again I seriously apologize to whoever got upset or offended by anything I said or did, because it really bothered me and as of today, I promise to do better and humbly ask for everyone's forgiveness.

Excessive stress made me delete my roleplay accounts on Fan Domain, but one day I might decide to start roleplaying here again, so thank you all so very much for taking the time to read this, and have a great day and once again, please accept my deepest and most humble apologies! I'm truly sorry and take full responsibility as well, for acting like a less than pleasant person to be around.

All blocks have now been removed, and please understand that this is not a roleplaying account, but I'll be more than happy to add anyone here, even those who had a falling out with me earlier.