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Age: 54
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Country: United States
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12/06/2016
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Suicidal Failure
(This is a true story. I actually tried to commit suicide when I was 17. The gun was really loaded but didn't go off for some reason, and so here I am today. It either jammed or was missing a bullet, even though I could have sworn that it had all six of them inside.)
Beset by seemingly unsolvable problems, lacking in the will to carry on with his life. Seeking a last resort of justifiable suicide, a depressed teen writes a note of tearful goodbyes. Acknowledging his failures into print for those who would read, he wishes himself dead even before finishing the farewell letter. Feeling emotions of total unworthiness and saddened despair, the young man slowly walks into his parent's room to fulfill an only wish. Reaching for a loaded revolver, crying as he cocks the pistol. Placing the gun to the forehead, he squeezes the trigger to end it all. Marveling with dismay as only an empty chamber is heard. Realization dawns on him, as the suicide attempt fails, that perhaps even his own tortured life is worth living. And so with renewed vigor he moves ahead with this wretched existence, to live out a depressed paranoid and miserable life each day. A deserved punishment to justify this suicidal failure.
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12/06/2016
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Living to Die
(Loosely based on me when I was severely depressed years ago. It could be about anyone who ever felt that way I suppose.)
When you go to sleep at night, Do your problems go away? Are they there the next morning, To torment your life each day? Does it feel like there's no hope, In this life you call your own? Is it worth it to continue, Any reason to carry on? Are you deep in dark despair, When you consider suicide? And to think of friends and family, Will they miss you when you die? It all feels like such a failure, With a gun pointed at your head. Are you at peace with yourself, To know that soon you will be dead? Now it's too late for regrets, Or to think of second thoughts. In death you have succeeded, And accomplished what you've sought. All these years you've waited, For this wretched life to cease. Now you can find contentment, In this death that you call peace.
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12/06/2016
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John Wayne Gacy: Crawlspace
(About the notorious serial killer.)
Bodies buried under the house, Permanent grave, no way out. Strangled while your hands are tied, Beaten and raped, victims died. Smell of death, putrid stench, Lust for blood at last is quenched. Shovel helps my gruesome purpose, Throwing dirt on mangled corpses. Dozens of dead, limited space, No more room left in this place. From the bridge new victims are thrown, Addiction to murder now has grown.
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12/06/2016
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The Hideous Realm
(Based on a nightmare I recently had, and needless to say it scared me pretty badly.)
Inside a cold dark house, one ancient and mysterious. Not knowing why I am there, or how to escape. An evil presence surrounds this place, devoid of light. Frozen as if paralyzed, I cannot move, While something on the outside, closes in. It's just beyond reach, unseen by my eyes, Yet I hear the door locks slowly giving way, And know that what's forcing them open, Is not human, but an unknown terrible entity. Returning to claim another lost wayward soul. And just as the door is finally opened, Screaming in horror, I awaken from my nightmare.
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12/06/2016
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Yurei Lust
(Written from Kayako Saeki's point of view, as she and Taeko Matsuzaki enjoy some sensual moments together!)
The feel of her cold dead flesh next to mine, Sends me into pure erotic ecstasy! Soft ghostly lips gently kiss my vagina, While her hands slowly move upward, Caressing my breasts and nipples, As I moan at the sensual touches. Stimulated by orgasmic climax, Love juices drip between my thighs. Her body unites as one with mine. Our lust grows stronger than before. I slowly run my fingers down her back. She smiles as we continue kissing passionately. Her breasts and vagina taste so very wonderful! Wet with desire, together we both climax. Multiple orgasms satisfy our lustful passion, As we lay embraced in one another's arms. My beautiful lover will visit me again soon. She and I shall remain eternal soul-mates!
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12/06/2016
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Ho-jeong: My Revenge!
(Influenced by but not based at all on the Asian horror movie "Phone", because this time I really allowed Ho-jeong to finally let her hair down, while also showing just how insane and vicious she can truly be sometimes!)
Sneaking up from behind, shocking Chang-hoon with my taser. Tying my cheating husband up so he cannot run or speak. Beginning a painful session of torture and punishment. Striking him repeatedly in the most sensitive areas. Seeing this worthless bastard screaming in agony, Provides me with unspeakable joy and happiness! The taser again and again shocks his private parts, Making Chang-hoon vomit as he goes into convulsions. Blood and urine mix to create a nauseating rancid odor. I simply laugh and continue with my long awaited revenge. A man's nipples are just as sensitive as any woman's! So I barely touch the end of his with my beloved toy, And smile in ecstasy at the sight of him writhing in pain. I then take a knife and slowly castrate Chang-hoon, Spitting in his face as he bleeds to death from shock and trauma. Soon Jin-hie shall join my deceased husband together in death!
I pretend to be her lover and send Jin-hie an email invitation, Inviting this wretch into my house to settle our differences, Not knowing that it is really me and not Chang-hoon. She knocks on the door and I quickly open it, Shocking her with my taser before she can react. Finally this bitch lays before me to abuse and torture! Slowly walking over to the fallen whore with a smile, I begin burning her body all over with a hot clothes iron, Inflicting severe lacerations, laughing as the flesh melts. Scream Jin-hie scream! It only makes me hate you more! Weakened from many wounds, she tries in vain to escape. Picking up a heavy cast iron pan, I smash her over the head, And happily begin singing as she falls dead the the floor! Dragging Jin-hie's body over to my husband's Placing them together, the two lovers are united forever, As I celebrate the joyful occasion of their deaths!
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12/06/2016
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Jin-hie: Pure Hatred!!!
(I don't even know what to say about this one, other than Jin-hie's anger and rage finally exploded as her malevolent spirit slaughters even more victims! Influenced by but not really based on the Asian horror movie "Phone".)
Answer the phone, and then kill yourself! It certainly is a perfect day to die! My vengeful spirit is on the other end, Can't you hear me screaming in your ear? Become another victim of this eternal curse. Humans need to be taught a painful lesson! Take those scissors, and stab out your fucking eyes! Then jam the sharp point right under your little throat! Cough up blood as death draws ever nearer, Then collapse to the ground as life comes to an end. Another casualty of my hated and endless rage! Die for me and then you can finally understand. She took my lover and unborn baby from me, All in a selfish effort to save her worthless marriage! I died on that fateful day, bloodied and weak. Buried behind the wall like a fucking animal! I would not rest and finally gained my revenge! Breaking that fucking whore's neck as she screamed! Everyone who crosses my fucking path must die! No rest shall ever come to this tortured soul! I hate the whole entire goddamn human race! And wish mankind had one neck so I could strangle it! As the knife exits the back of your skull, Know that death is my sweet fulfillment!
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12/06/2016
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Jin-hie: My Broken Heart
(Heavily influenced by the Asian horror movie "Phone", and is written from Jin-hie's point of view as she loses the only love of her life.)
"I thought we were truly happy together, but what happened to our love? You're the only man I've ever cared about, and it hurts me seeing you walk away from this relationship! Am I not good enough anymore, or did the wrong words come out of my mouth? Please forgive me my darling! I would do anything to save our love, no matter what the cost. Yes I'm far from perfect, and no one understands this better than you, but don't leave me alone and miserable! The thought of us not being together is more than I can bear, and my life is meaningless without you in it! Chang-hoon, I love you so very much! Please stay.... don't leave me for her again! She doesn't have any true feelings for you, and can never give you the love I can!" Jin-hie falls down on her knees, weeping over the fact that Chang-hoon is abandoning the one person she thought he cared about. Never again would she experience his warm touch or passionate kiss, and this hurt her far more than words could ever say! All Jin-hie could do is watch as he walked out the door, forever destroying the cherished love they had once shared together.
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12/04/2016
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Ho-jeong: A Slow Descent Into Madness
(Based on the Asian horror movie "Phone", and written from Ho-jeong's point of view about what happened between herself and Jin-hie.)
Part One:
Even as I write this my whole world is falling apart, because the man whom I love dearly no longer feels the same way about me, and in fact he's rarely at home anymore. Yes it would surely be easy to pass this off on our hectic and busy schedules, but despite our work we've always been able to find time for one another. I tried to reason away my fears but a nagging suspicion has lingered with me over these last several months, but perhaps I am just too tired and need more rest. Surely things will return to normal soon.
Part Two:
I've finally discovered the horrible truth about this whole situation! My husband has indeed been unfaithful to me on multiple occasions, and his affections for a teenage girl are growing stronger with every passing day! But before my anger could be fully vented, he swore to call off the affair and end the matter once and for all. My poor daughter even witnessed this firsthand, but I told her that was not her father we saw in a car with another woman. I lie to save what is left of our family and hopefully heal the pain felt deep within my heart. This girl, Jin-hie, is very young and foolish, but I am willing to talk things over and convince her to leave my husband and let us live our lives in peace.
Part Three:
She did not listen to reason! No matter how hard I tried, this unrepentant girl was stubborn to the point of insanity! All Jin-hie had to do was release my husband back into my life, but her refusal unfortunately left me no further choice in the matter. Harsh words were spoken and something inside her became aggressive and hateful, but the rage I had so calmly contained in my heart finally surfaced, and after a brief struggle, Jin-hie is now dead. Next is my husband because I cannot forgive him for betraying me! Already the plan has been set into motion and yes, I see him now and soon enough Chang-hoon shall join Jin-hie in death, and finally perhaps my daughter will return to normal once she sees that her mother is the only one who truly loves her!
Part Four:
It is the unhealthy condition of my daughter that drives me to vengeance, because she suffered a horrible accident and may never completely heal. Yeong-ju seemed almost possessed and acted quite strangely as well, showing hatred towards me and strange affection for her father, but soon it will all be over. My husband lies dead and his death will be made to look like a suicide, for surely the police will believe he killed Jin-hie and my former friend Ji-won, then took his own life after setting the house on fire. Ji-won was foolish enough to meddle in affairs not her own, and my taser has rendered her unconscious. All that remains is to set this woman on fire and complete my perfect revenge!
Part Five:
Why does my lighter keep going out? Every time I flick it on it seems like something unusual happens. Was that movement I saw out of the corner of my eye? Behind the wall, where I buried Jin-hie's dead body, perfectly resealed until that idiot Ji-won discovered it by accident and removed everything! But Jin-hie's hands are nailed against the wall, she could not possibly........... no how can this be!!! I see her walking towards me, but Jin-hie is dead! This cannot be happening! I'm too terrified to scream, but it's as if I'm frozen in fear, unable to move! She's almost upon me!!! I.........
Part Six:
Everything has now come full circle. I write these events to cleanse my mind of all that recently happened. Ji-won survived and my daughter slowly recovers, yet for me there can be no such closure. The hatred I felt for Jin-hie is gone, replaced by an understanding that we both accomplished vengeance in different ways. Yet now another emotion has taken the place of jealousy. Jin-hie's spirit may finally be at peace after avenging her death, but mine has only just begun to unleash violence against those unfortunate individuals who cross my path!
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12/04/2016
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Elizabeth Bathory: Torture Chamber
(Elizabeth has her way with some bitch who most definitely suffers horribly to say the least!) Thumbscrews inserted onto her fingers and toes, Twisting until bones snap under pressure of force. Metal chair complete with spikes, puncture skin, While knees and ankles are viciously shattered, By repeatedly driving a hammer into shin-vices. Hot pincers brutally disfigure her worthless body, Inflicting grotesque wounds, causing great pain! Unbound from the chair, dragged over broken glass, Thrown to the ground, arms and legs spread apart, Secured by stakes, driven through hands and feet. Scalding oil, poured over her mutilated naked body! Flesh melts as the victim screams in terrible agony, Skin still bubbling as she's placed upon a stake. Burned alive, making room for more torture victims!
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